Thank you for all the wonderful comments regarding grieving and loss of my embryos. It helps to reaffirm that it is OK for me to grieve my canceled transfer, and for my embryos. Thanks also for the wonderful suggestions on coping. I'm planning on scheduling a massage and maybe some retail therapy.
AF showed up today, she's just starting. I'm actually surprised, I wasn't expecting her until tomorrow or later. I took my last dose of Endome.trin on Tuesday night, and the doc said to expect her 3-5 days later. I guess she just can't wait. April Fool's on me I guess. I should have known when 3 zits showed up on my face last night.
I went back to my Zum.ba class at the Y tonight. It was nice to get back to working out after stopping when I started my stims. It looks like I will be able to continue working out as we won't be starting any treatment any time soon.
Tomorrow, my Babe has the day off for Good Friday. We are going on a short road trip for the day. We are driving 3 1/2 hours to Fargo, N.D to visit my Babe's brother for a few hours. Then we come home. My babe has been working a lot of hours lately and has been really stressed out. It will be a nice break for us to get away.