Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Beta #3 Result

It's officially over.

The beta this morning came back at 20.  Dropped from 159 on Thursday, 44 yesterday and now, 20.  It's another chemical pregnancy/early miscarriage.

This has been the hardest thing I've had to deal with so far.  We were ecstatic just a few days ago thinking we will finally be parents after almost trying for 10 years.  Now we are crushed.  This feels like a cruel joke.

I will have a phone consult with Dr. Keenan on Thursday.  We'll have to wait and see what his thoughts are.

Not sure what the next steps are.  So much to consider.


22 comments:

  1. Oh gosh...I'm so sorry! What a sad turn of events...my heart and thoughts and prayers are going out to you. Take care of yourself right now. Sending hugs.

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  2. I am so sorry!! I can imagine how devastating this is. Prayers to you and hubby. Hugs my friend!

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  3. So very sorry to hear this. Hugs to you.

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  4. How heartbreaking. So sad for you. Keeping you in my prayers.

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  5. I am so very sorry!!! Thinking of you & your husband!!!

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  6. tears and sorrow and hugs for you... i'm so, so, so sorry... prayers and love

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  7. I said the exact same thing after my miscarriage, that it felt like a cruel joke. I know you'll be okay but it's going to be a long hard road ahead. We'll be here to support you every step of the way. Thinking and praying for you. HUGS

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  8. I am SO sorry and sad. It is just so unfair. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

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  9. i'm just so sorry. the one thing that gives me comfort when hard news like this comes is knowing that pain like this has to pass first through God's hands before it can touch your life. i'm praying for peace right now, wisdom, and comfort. I've been where you are, and it is incredibly painful.

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  10. So very sorry that your pregnancy didn't make it. Praying that you will recover.

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  11. I'm so sorry that it didn't work for you. It's unfair.

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  12. I'm am sorry to hear this news! :( huggs to you! You are in our thoughts and prayers. I am going to be honest grief sucks!! But heart, hope and faith are stronger! One day at a time you will beat this!

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  13. Rest safe in Jesus little ones, and Lord, please comfort their mom and dad as only You can! Praying for you as you grieve!

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  14. I'm so sorry. Praying for you. God will redeem this heartache.

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  15. I'm so so sorry. Big hugs to you.

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  16. Oh, oh, oh no. I am so, so, so sorry. xoxoxoxo

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  17. I'm so sorry. Life just does not make sense at all sometimes. Hugs

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