Monday, February 3, 2014

Beta #2 Result

Unfortunately, it is not good news.

Beta #2 came back at 44, dropping from 159 on Thursday.  They would have expected my number to be in the 500's or higher today.  It is probably another chemical pregnancy.  

Dr. Keenan was surprised at the number today as the first one was so high for a first beta.  He wants me to go back for another beta tomorrow, just in case there was a mistake.  So I continue my Es.trace and PIO for yet another day, just in case.

I am in shock right now.  Here we were over the moon, guessing if we would have one or two babies coming.  And now, we find out there will be none.

Please keep Babe and I in your prayers.   Right now I'm not even sure what to ask for specifically in prayer..... A miracle?  Comfort?  Direction?  All of the above?

Ugh... this sucks so bad on so many levels!


16 comments:

  1. I can't fully imagine how hard this all is for you both. Praying for comfort in the Lord and in His promises.

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  2. I'm in shock too. I've never seen or heard of this happening, especially when a beta is so good. Dear Lord, we can't make sense of any of this right now. We DO pray for a miracle. That somehow, this number was a mistake. Please let this baby stick. We pray, trusting, and believing, in a miracle. And please give tremendous peace right now to them as they wait. Amen.

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  3. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

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  4. I am so sorry. This is the hardest place to be and a cruel place.

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  5. (((((hugs))))) Prayers for all of the above. How completely unexpected and horribly shocking. I hope this was somehow a mistake and that tomorrow's test will give you cause for a giant celebration. much love to you all

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  6. Oh I'm so sorry. I've been in a similar situation and I know how bad it hurts. You're in my thoughts and prayers!

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  7. I'm so sorry and so sad about this news. I am hoping and praying that it was a mistake and it comes back up. This battle is so unfair. I will be keeping you and babe in my thoughts and prayers.

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  8. Is it possible that they somehow give you someone else's beta result?
    I guess you will find out tomorrow! Hope for the better!

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  9. I'm so sorry. I know how awful it is to be in limbo like this. Just to give a sliver of hope- it is possible for a beta to drop and then start rising again when losing a twin... Rare, but possible. Hang in there...

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  10. Praying for you both. Praying for a miracle. Praying there was a mistake. Praying that God wraps his arms around you both as you wait. I am so sorry.

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  11. I am so sorry. I'm praying for you!

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  12. I am so sorry to read this. I am praying for you, as well. Hoping this was just a mistake and that you've got a little fighter in there. Sending you some big hugs

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  13. Ugh! No! I thought this was your time! I'm so sorry, honey. xoxoxox

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