My beta is in 7 hours.... at 8 am.
How am I feeling about it? Honestly, I'm not optimistic.
A couple of nights ago, Babe asked me if I am going to take a HPT (home pregnancy test). Surprisingly, it never even occurred to me to take one. This whole time (OK, it's only been a little over a week since my transfer) I never even thought too much about the beta or considered taking an HPT. I have just been so busy at work. I asked Babe if I should take one, but he didn't know. Neither did I. Still don't.
Well, I just checked my HPT test that has been laying in the back of my linen closet. It expires in December 2011. There's 2 in the box. It's probably going to waste. Since we started fertility treatments a while back, I've only taken a HPT once or twice. Never needed to. My period always came. I think the last time I got my period the morning of my beta, even while on progesterone.
I think my HPT is going to waste. Still can't bring myself to take it. Like Babe said earlier tonight, if we don't take it, we have at least one more night of hope.
Hope. I'm really not that hopeful. Though I am hoping I will be surprised when the nurse or RE calls with the results in the afternoon.